{Monday, June 6, 2011} 7:53 PM
Jealousy is something that is always in eveyone's heart. No matter how they try not to be jealous of someone, in the end you stil can't help it.

I am jealous of many people around me because they have what i don't have.
And when jealousy starts, comparison wil also step in.

I used to compare myself with others even until now i am still doing it and it is giving a great deal of pressure and affecting my emotions greatly.

Went cellgroup last Friday and just nice the topic is kind of related to all these kind of troubles i am facing right now.

3 Negative Mindset to Overcome to see breakthrough in life

1) What i have is insignificant to God
2) What i have is not enough
3) What i have in my hand is hard to let go

I constantly reminded myself this 3 things that Bruce shared to us in cell.

At sometimes it really helps but when you are feeling lonely like crazy, your mind start to think differently and you start to get depress again.

I reach my bottleneck and break down in the office. Bing told me, you should not compare yourself with other, that should be the worst and last thing to do. Comparing yourself with others will only make you feel even worst and depress and you will hate yourslef even more. Everyone is different and everyone has their own problems. For someone who may look like they are really happy but in actual fact they are not. Everyone is special and you should live your own life and not let others live your life for you.


Yeap, something to share to all who is still reading my lonesome little corner. This is like the optimistic version of the previous pessimistic post that i have deleted=)