{Sunday, January 16, 2011} 8:43 PM
I am a stubborn person. I want to do everything according to my plan. I aim to acomplish something within the dateline. I tend to be naggy about all things. I tend to be pushy and somethings people would feel stress because of me.

Sometimes i know i am rushing to lots of things but i am glad to have people to tell me: "Mai Kan Joing and relax la, the things you want to do won't run away."

I only started to learn about myself and all these things only now. So really feel apologetic by my selfishness and how i treat people in the past.

Through work, friends and church really i learn alot.

I use to hate my job but i am somehow surviving it and regaining my passion at work. Now i really do not have any intention to quit. The company somehow trusted my abilities and gave me more projects to handle. Everything is changing because of the suggestions i put in and the efforts i put in. Really feel that my effort is finally taken notice by them. I love my job now and that is the reason why i can be so passionate about it.

The main point of this post isn't about the things i wrote above. I only feel like posting just because i wanted to announce that:

I BOUGHT MY FIRST BIBLE TODAY=D

I really wanted to scream and shout it out loud. I wanted to post it in my fb. But due to family reasons i can't. So i wrote it here, I wrote in in my bible (the first page: Gift to Yan LiHui on 16/01/10 from Herself) - i just fill in the blanks myself, i wrote in the box use to contain the bible, i also wrote it in my moneybook and my planner.

I was hoping for someone to give me the bible as a gift. But i decide to buy it today with my sis so that i can choose what kind i want as it is going to be with me forever.

I wanted to choose a date to buy the bible but i just have this strong feeling that i have to buy it today. And this week is 30% off all bibles and is like God telling me that: "see you really have to buy it today, is gonna be very worth it=D"