{Tuesday, August 31, 2010} 8:32 PM
I feel like i am in a roller coaster ride these few days.
Work for me is like a surprise everyday.
New problems everyday.
And i got workers who actually request meeting with Jeff, our operations manager just to complain about me.
And i always feel that Chee is not supporting QA like what he do.
The tremendous stress i felt facing different levels of people each day ranging from directors, hods, colleagues, workers and my cleaner.
QA has the best performance department as well as the most hated department and always kena blamed for all the problems happening in the company.
I suddenly feel that QA is more suitable for me then R&D.
But you will never know what happen in the future also, cause no matter what i will still be in food tech.

I meet up with huixin, jolene, cheryl, jaime and jaime bf on Sunday to celebrate cheryl bd.
So long never see them but still happy that they are now working and most of them are going in the direction they wanted.
I have lots and lots of thoughts after i meet them. Bad ones and goods ones. But not about them, is about how i think about myself and life, what i really want. The mixed feelings I'm having now.
But it is really good to have friends around you who can support and accompany you.
That's probably one of the reason on why i wanna go back to study again.
I felt, maybe i should not just stay in this circle of mine. People make friends in religion and make friends from friends. But i have neither interest in religion if though i really try to like certain religion but am unable to devote into it. I also do not have enough friends to know friends from friends.
Maybe going back to studying is a good way to know more friends and broaden ur circles. Esp when i am working now and started to learn how to communicate with people instead of being the usual quiet self.

And i wanted to look for happiness. Like what Bing says. Maybe i should start. Now, probably.
I have lots and lots of things to pour out. But i shall just keep the confidential stuffs in my heart beh.