{Saturday, August 7, 2010} 5:22 PM
I did a very stupid thing today. I almost breakdown in front of all the workers.

And i did breakdown and accidentally let one of them saw me.
I was crying in front of bing telling her i was too angry, angry until i cry.

First time i lash out and scolded someone until i cannot take it. Even though this happens almost most of the day, but today i feel that i overdone it. I regret scolding so loud and slamming the gloves on the table and demand that he wears it. But to me even though i did regret my i clearly know that i did nothing wrong.

The production supervisor left since today was his last day. Being a china guy, he influence alot of china workers there. And my hod, Bing is going to take over him temporary. He create lots of problems for us today. Trying to make us look bad after he leave. Everything and everything till the fact that i feel that there will be a major change when we go back for work on tuesday. Either the china workers all quit if not don't listen to us.

With only me and bing. Working as a team in production and qa at the same time. I couldnt even rest for a while except for lunch. I had OT but apparently my contract doesnt give me OT pay. Haa.

I really hope she will find me an assistant before she leaves. And i will try my best to learn all the wms computer system, navision, cctv, warehouse, production etc and etc in this remaining 2 and half mths before she leaves for her maternity leave.