{Monday, August 16, 2010} 8:17 PM
I feel that i lost part of my life after working.
Because of tiredness everyday, i have no energy or mood to go out with friends after work.
And then i work at a place which is just few bus stops away from singapore custom and a few more stops away from JB.
I need 1 and a half hour to travel back home. And sometimes if unlucky i would be stuck in a jam because of all the malaysian workers going back home.
One day not enough sleep also means 1 week not enough sleep. Resulting in yourself making huge mistake at work and causing trouble for everyone. If not missing the details and details of each area and people you need to inspect and keep track of.
Everyone is watching you because you would be the future department head temp taking over your powerful hod after she left for maternity leave. And definitely i can feel everyone is waiting for her to leave and i will have to deal with everything and the problems they will be giving me.

And then i started to worry about further studies even though it is still mths before the intake. I want to meet up with the Gardenians esp suann and hongyun so i can seek their help and advice.
Haaa...i really miss my classmates, school friends and gardenians. I really want to further studies nya and go back to schooling life again. First in singapore and then see if i can make it to a uni in overseas cos i saw my cousin and most of my friends studying in overseas and they are having tons of fun meeting new people and enjoying their life as a student there probably for one sem or 6 mths. This will be another future goal for me.

Thanks god i am still 20. I have a long way to go.