{Thursday, July 29, 2010} 9:38 PM
I have not been updating this week. Because one reason: tired. I slept at 10.30pm almost everyday. Say that i have no life. Yes i really have no life and my friends are all so busy. No one ask me out, so i also don't bother at all. I only rmb it now because i am constructing this post. If you ask me whether if i am sad, partly yes and partly no. No replies back when i sms them. Do i feel frustrated? No, cos i am used to it. It's a miracle that i could actually survive this kind of loneliness when i couldn't in the past. Does that mean i have matured?

And i really wanna watch nodame cantabile movie. I finish the drama, 3 season of the anime but i miss out the 1st movie and i think i gonna miss the 2nd one - the finale. Shall learn from someone. Go by the dvd and watch it all you want that is the best thing cos you do not have to urge people to go watch it with you.

Sometimes it really sux when you have no one to talk to and everyone is so busy. But i am seriously glad that my family is with me. And i have got understanding bing and john with me so that i don't feel so stress at work.

I think i am gonna try to blog at work, not everyday but once in 2 or 3 days during my break.

My week was quite entertaining for me:

- Mum dedicate her first-time-making-sushi just for me and sis bought me bd cake from Bakerzin, the effort my family put in and gave it to me, something simple yet has a feeling of warmth.

- AVA dinner with management and i saw kum mui there with Gardenia receiving their 15 years of continuously getting AVA Gold Award. My company is also one of the recipient. First time though.

- Dinner with Huixin and her friend Kai hong, nice meeting her and we chatted until 10 plus=)
And glad she really know what she really like to do.

- 5 returned goods report finished just yesterday

- Fell sick like 2 days ago because of in and out or production area. I think i need more jackets.

- Nalison leaving Pin just because he wasnt "liked" by the production supervisor due to his outspoken behavior. And the company decide not to renew his contract.

Alot of lessons learnt when you see the different lives of workers from china and malaysia coming here to work. They need to pay the agency thosands of money and they need to send money back home and they have to spend the rest of the month with the little amount of money left. Working from the bottom and see things from different point of view, that is probably something that i have learned the most.

It's never to late to do something. But somehow i feel that it is too late.
I never do something on my own and everywhere i go i need someone with me.
But i am trying to step out of this circle but i still need someone to with me to make the first step.

How?