{Thursday, April 22, 2010} 11:03 PM
I am facing a unknown feeling and unknown type of stress now.

Is like a mixture of confuse, fear, cowardliness, helpless and don't know what to do if not is no feeling at all.

What feeling should i have?

I feel so...dunno how to describe.

Stress on 2 things: myself and father's law case.

These 2 things that will make an impact on what is gonna happen to the plans made for the future.

And i am stress on what i could do to help to relieve the stress on my family.

And my feelings have been going up and down. From way happy until high to way sad until stress.

Am i gonna break any moment? probably i just need to get out of the house for a breather.
But who is gonna accompany me?

The future is so unpredictable, and i am beaten by this unpredictability.