{Monday, March 8, 2010} 10:19 PM
I am always motivated to blog when i read someone's blog.
Don't know from since when i had this habit - the urge to blog after reading someone's blog.

Probably i was fascinated by the usage of the vocabulary, the flow of each of the sentence structure and paragraphs. And sometimes i just want to keep memories of now so that i can reminisce in the future. Now i regretted not blogging in the months where i was feeling lonely and depress. The more you feel depress, the more you should vent it out and maybe in the future while looking back, you might learn something from it. So i decided i should do that starting from now.

At least one post per week. That's my aim now.

If i am a JC student. If i spend more time on English books rather than Chinese books would my English be better than now? Definitely. But i don't regret choosing Chinese. My pronunciation for both languages is actually getting worse. Because i seldom speak and also the gap in between my teeth is getting wider and wider after i put on braces. For no reason, i feel that i could not pronounce as good as before. Because of this reason i tend to speak more in Mandarin which i felt is more comfortable for myself.

Really need to buck up on English. And i need to make plans for the future.
2 more days to my jaw operation and actually is less then 2 days. And i am not even 50% prepare for it. I am not prepare for the fact that i will be on liquid and soft diet for 1 mth and 2 mths to be able to start eating normal food and 4mths to 6mths to total swell down of my lower face area. That's why i have been eating most of my favourite food these past few days in preparation for the whole thing.

I am starting to plan what i will be doing for the addition mths where i have not fully recover.
I decided to focus more on improving my English language - by reading books and blogging more often with use of more advance vocabs. After the operation, the gap in my mouth would also be gone too, therefore is a good time to make improvements to myself.
Then take up some course - regardless of yoga, pilates, aerobics, language classes during my swell down period.

In less than 2 days before operation, i also had 2 ulcers in my mouth =_=...
Tomorrow i will need to visit the hospital again to see the anesthetist, discuss the cost and the ward i am going to stay in for the 3 days.

Wish me speedy recovery and all the best in the operation.
I am gonna update on my Jaw Operation and everything in here too after i am discharge from the hospital. This is something which i definitely want to remember in the future.

Anyway my bestie is in Laos now. I am glad because one person less is gonna see the ugly me after operation. But all the best to her, hopefully she wouldn't be scared off by the creepy crawlies and insects there=)