{Sunday, November 1, 2009} 11:20 PM
It has been a very very very long ime since i update this blog.
Really wonder if anyone is still reading it.

These few days really somehow stress up with attachment.
I am enjoying my attachment but at the same time super tired day after day.
I have almost like 1 report every week and sometimes it can get to 3 per week.

AHHH i am so so tired.

I really feel that i learn to be way way more independent as compared to the past.
But sometimes you just need someone, or a friend to listen to your worries and problems.
And sometimes you really need someone or a friend to accompany you to go out shopping or have a simple lunch or dinner.

But is too bad that my friends are all really busy with their own things.
So my life has to go on without them sometimes.
This is one of the part of my life that makes me really very depress at some point of my life.
Don't know whether if my migraine is affecting me which makes me sum up a rather depressing post this week.

I feel very paranoid about lots of things.

And i realized working life is diffcult esp you have to pay for all the things yourself.
For your hair, your skincare, your spectacles and various things.

Then you start to worry about your future...
And i hardly see any R&D job in the papers these past weeks until today then saw one Nestle Lab Techician job.

I really need to start to think about the future.

Anyway put aside the depressing stuff.

I rebonded my hair=)
Although the rebonding and colouring isnt done very well...erm partly is because of my hair condition also and the skill of that person. But i am semi happy with the results even though i have to do a proper one again to last longer.

Hopefully i will go rebonding for the 2nd time and get a better hair cut before i go back school for the SIP thingy=)
I like my hairstyle now and i am starting to take super good care of it=D

I miss everyone sia.
Hopefully will see everyone soon esp jiayin and crystal=)