{Monday, August 3, 2009} 10:22 PM
These few days is the worst days of all.
Have been experiencing terrible headaches and giddiness almost everyday from last week until today.
Really kns terrible sia. It drain me off all my energy.
And i can simply fell asleep unknowingly just closing my eyes and resting on the bed.
Just blame that stupid weather. Hot and cold almost everyday.
原来在朋友面前也要伪装。
好辛苦。
我受不了。
I am really trying very hard to be myself.
Trying not to give people plastic smile. And trying not to talk so rudely and fiercely just because i am scare that they will be hurt by my words which are not said on purpose.
But all these really making me feel so tired of life.
These days people feel like you are scolding them when u are just merely talking louder and telling them that it is not right to do that.
I don't know how to put in proper words to let people understand how i am feeling now.
My english sucks.
But whatever it is the 3 sentence totally illustrates how i am feeling now.
Grow up people, face the reality and don't be a cry baby.
Oh ya, and i need to eat more chocolates to boost my sugar level and i need to bring back my BNF textbook to do the nutrition thingy.
Any kind souls out there who see this post, i would be very happy that you can remind me by sending me an sms at 5pm tml to bring my BNF book back=)