No matter how much u want to change, if people doesnt give u a chance to change, no matter how hard u tried to change, in people eyes u have already been given death penalty.

Today i feel that i drop from heaven to hell.

There is no use putting trust again and again and trying to change urself for the better just for them.

Ah...i really give up liao.

Cos disappointment is what i always get from them.

What is the point of being a good kid all the time and getting scolded like a fucking shit when u stand up for urself just once.

Why do people like to vent angers and fustration on innocent people.

Being said unfillial when u did the most for them.

Being said "annoyed" when u are just speaking up for the things u didn't do at all.

In their eyes no matter how much i change but still and forever they will not give me any recognition or praises.

Ah...i really give up.

No matter what i will put in my best effort to earn enough money to leave the house lastest by the age of 25 years old or as soon as possible.

I really give up liao, after trying so much years is pointless.