{Wednesday, July 1, 2009} 10:56 PM
I like my life now.
Somehow i am starting to enjoy it.

In the past i am jealous of other people's life.
But now i really like how i spend my days.
I am beggining to feel happier each day.

Even though i am zai but i am only 50% zai.
I am living a simple yet fulfilling life everyday.

I am doing what i like everyday.
Go to sch to see my friends, then back home to see my computer and date with my novels at night. Hahaha.

Life is not long so i must cherish everyday i have.

Today found out that the last movie he had until this year is the movie he watched with us : "The Rat Race".

Really feel so heart pain. Seriously if we take a step to find him earlier instead of just waiting and waiting probably he won't have to suffer in so much loneliness.

Today i found 15 anime to watch so it somehow temporary lessen my boredom=)