LiHui
These few days have been sleeping really very late.
Sometimes 4am then sleep... cannot tell bah! My complexion still looks ok haha xD
Got few reasons de.
1) watch anime
2) re read novels
3) re read comics
4) thinking abt future
5) tinking i may have enter the wrong course...
6) have been thinkin lots and lots
7) simply cant fall sleep tas why do the things above.
These few days have been in big confusion. Partly is more on the "future" thingy.
Cos we have been given a few projects in sch.
Then seriously found out tat we really did not learn much on the hands on part but on the knowledge part.
We were told by Chef to apply the kills we have learn in baking. But we feel tat we haven got much skills to apply.
i found out that lots of our classmates cannot go to the course they like. And now i found out i did qualify some of the courses which are better than BCS or the courses that i actually wanted to aim for since young : design.
But i tink is becos i am brainwashed during sec sch : "science is always better than anything." thats why i chose this course. Or even becos i dun wan to take over my dad business. possible.
But sometimes is too late for regrets. So now i am really trying my best to forget abt everything and concentrate on wat i have now.
So i am now in confusion and currently tired with sch maybe becos we dun hav practicals cos since kitchen under renovation and everything is push to next sem year 3. Maybe is becos of that i now feel that we have no An Chuan Gan, dun feel safe. Haha.
Maybe year 3 when things start to get going again, we get busy again, and we started to learn lots and lots of things again.
Sometimes 4am then sleep... cannot tell bah! My complexion still looks ok haha xD
Got few reasons de.
1) watch anime
2) re read novels
3) re read comics
4) thinking abt future
5) tinking i may have enter the wrong course...
6) have been thinkin lots and lots
7) simply cant fall sleep tas why do the things above.
These few days have been in big confusion. Partly is more on the "future" thingy.
Cos we have been given a few projects in sch.
Then seriously found out tat we really did not learn much on the hands on part but on the knowledge part.
We were told by Chef to apply the kills we have learn in baking. But we feel tat we haven got much skills to apply.
i found out that lots of our classmates cannot go to the course they like. And now i found out i did qualify some of the courses which are better than BCS or the courses that i actually wanted to aim for since young : design.
But i tink is becos i am brainwashed during sec sch : "science is always better than anything." thats why i chose this course. Or even becos i dun wan to take over my dad business. possible.
But sometimes is too late for regrets. So now i am really trying my best to forget abt everything and concentrate on wat i have now.
So i am now in confusion and currently tired with sch maybe becos we dun hav practicals cos since kitchen under renovation and everything is push to next sem year 3. Maybe is becos of that i now feel that we have no An Chuan Gan, dun feel safe. Haha.
Maybe year 3 when things start to get going again, we get busy again, and we started to learn lots and lots of things again.
Maybe everything will be back to normal and back to how i was feeling when i first enter the course and the aims that i have at first : be a pastry chef and someday can open up my own restuarant and move to Taiwan=DD