{Friday, June 13, 2008} 11:07 PM
[Yesterday and Today]
[Yesterday] went for B.P recipe trial out for the project.
The whole process is very stress and becos of all those stress it makes me feel tired.
Cos it feel like we are making something we dunno how to make and not even the basics.
But really thanks to Chef Gary cos he is so patient teaching me and Crystal how we should do this and do that.
Apparently he guided us almost throughout the whole making and even wait for all of us to finish our things and understand everything before he leave for lunch.
Chef Gary even say we shouldnt have this project when we dun even noe this basics. I agree with him anyways.
[Today] meet with crystal to go check our cake that we make yesterday since it need to be chilled.
The outcome is quite good no bad just tat custard is too soft.
I am quite satisfied for wat both of us had done even though there are still lots of changes to be make.
And then ah...at night i was completely stress out cos i found out from minxue lots of things abt the sch and psychology project since she took it last last sem. We cant do flimming on Sun if the project room is lib cannot be booked! And the tut rooms can be booked by teachers.
I was hoping to find my subcom leader for help to book tut room but everything is like too late already. And the only thing i can do is inform the gals abt this sudden change.
[Thoughts]
But i feel like i am the only one putting in the efforts in this project. Becos they are not motivated at all...
I feel so sick already lor.... I am sick of pple who dun put efforts in doing things and do thing dilly dally.... and not even heck care abt wat they have done wrong.
How come my day always have to end in unhappiness?
Beocs of this thing, my schedule for next week is totally messed up.
I may look free but i am not ok.
Pls get this clear, becos of sch work i have to cancelled meet ups with my old friends...
I have done my best liao lor. i am also a human being ok?
Can pple pls tink of other pple feeling before they do things...?
This statement is to everyone.
Cos these week have been dealing pple with such characteristics. and i dun wan to bother anymore liao.
I feel so so tired... T_T
But at least thanks to the successed cake and dinner with gugu, my day feel better alot.