{Saturday, June 21, 2008} 1:53 PM
These whole week starting from Sunday happen a lot of things.



Things tat make me cant eat breakfat and lunch.
Things and pple that piss me off like hell.
Things that make me stress until i cannot sleep well at night.
Thing tat make me break down 4 times in jus one day.
Things that make me concern abt them until i feel that my soul left me.
Things tat force me to make me own choices.



The only happy things that have happen is:

- Cake recipe try out.
- Outing with Amelia and yvonne.
- Me, Jiani and Yvonne sitting down eating coconuts tgt


However...
this week my life is not at all balance with equal amt of happiness and unhappiness.


I was so so stress out with my psychology project. I jus feel like i am doing everything by myself. I contribute so so much but i feel : "why should i do this?"

Seeking for help eveywhere...doing watever i can do to the video.
And working with grpmates that hope tat that can finish everything in one day.

Then somehow everything i do from Wed until today is failure, failure, failure.
Bad things have been happening like nobody business.


Yesterday break down 4 times.

1st is family problems
2nd is religion problem
3rd is project work and

Lastly 4th is the one i feel the most pain, Jiani.



At least yesterday i cried my hearts out, at least i have gugu with me and gigi to cry tgt.
I feel so so heart pain looking at how my gigi has change into, looking at how she torture herself pain my heart that i hugged her and got influence and started to cry.

i guess i am truely a cancerian who cant control my emotions like how aquarius are.


I shall not say anythig more abt my religion, pple who noe me will automatically noe it.


At least today i am able to blog means tat most of the problems are slove if not i have gotten over it.

Thanks to the ones who haven been always standing beside me to support me.

Hope that jn can slowly climb up and yvon to able to cope with her studies and projects.


Being lonely is dangerous.
Dun feel lonely.
Lonely make ur imagination run wild.
Before u noe it u will be sinking all the way down forever.