{Friday, June 27, 2008} 11:28 PM
"my life is 空 and mundane"

Dunno starting from when i feel tat something is missing from my life.
Something that is important. I knew wat it was but i jus couldn't accept it.

I tink the only things that can allow me to temporary forget unhappiness are friends and baking.
Things tat can make me put all of my concentration in it and not to revealed my emotions.

But the moment i come home, all my emotions suddenly all came back to me.
Haiz i jus feel so lonely nya jus everyday facing my com.

The things tat change my family better is also "it" but the thing tat changes my family to this state now is also "it".
i know i am gonna sin if i say this kind of thing again.
But i hate "it"...totally have no more courage to face "it".

I'm so lost and confuse.

i hate fridays. everything tat happen on fridays suxs like hell.


AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !!!!!!!