LiHui
These fews day have been bad for me. And it is becoming badder and badder. These few day i hav been worrying abt my cds. In the end i got my 4th choice. Haiz and the timeslot is total opposite with all of my clasmates. Everything bad happens to me when i wanted to start enjoy somethings.1) When i was checking my timetable and found out i dun hav a cds, i totally hav no mood to watch the X-family that i hav loaded.
2) When i was abt to catch some sleep after my chalet trip, i nid to find out why and call Miss Lim abt my cds.
3) Today at home when i was abt to enjoy my kfc...unknowingly i saw wat cds i got and totally have no appetite to eat.
4) When i started to think optimistic and begin to eat, my lifetime enemy lets name her "bit*h" who haven contact me for mths show off wat she get for cds by sms me stupid qns which will definitely lead to me asking: "then wat cds u got."
Apparently there are still several bit*hes out there reading my blog and waiting the time to attack me.
The most sad case is i express this fustration to my mum and sis, they dun really express tat they care.
But i wan to thanks gugu who is there for me even if she is in sch studying.
I really dun care abt this total cds shit thingy anymore. I wan to have a happy life. So i will accept my 4th choice and change my choice tml. If unsuccessful i will still continue to strive hard and prove to the teachers tat i can do it even if u gave my this cds i dun like.
And today i tot the best thing i did was cleaning up my cupborad and 3boxes containing books frm sec 2 to sec 4. I dump most of them leaving oni the textbooks, guidebooks and testpapers frm other schs which i can sell in ebay or yahoo. 10packets of rubbish is dumped, all together with 70% of my anger. And vaccuming the whole hse vaccumed away another 30% of my anger.
Now i have confidence to say...i am not feeling angry now.
I am gonna to choing in this semester. And i need more prayers.