I am feeling so damn depress this whole week.
1) I hav got pple saying that i am fat.
2) I have got pple saying that i am "big-size".
3) And i hav the 2 jokers always commenting on every actions i did. Can u guys be sensitive to someone's feeling. If tat is a joke, i tink it is too over. PLs stop it.
4) I hav got pple telling mi to rebond my hair which i tink i wanted...
BECOS
5) Today someone say mi and crystal look like twins
6) And there is this crystal friend, Eugene, who say that the crystal look alike(which is me) is disgusting cos he tinks tat it is disgusting to have his friends to look like someone else. I FEEL OFFENDED!!!
7) Crystal pls tell ur friend to shut up his damn mouth and be polite.
8) I seriously am thinking of getting my hair rebonded to make sure i dun look like Crystal. But my sis say my face looks big and straight hair doesnt fit mi.
9) And how come i'm always the one in fault?!
I FEEL SO UNFAIRLY TREATED
10) And i am deciding to go to gym twice each mth and the swimming pool twice each mth to slim down. I hav once lost 5kg in 2 weeks so why not?
11) School is starting to be sucky and i dunno why.
12) I feel so alone.
13) And my negative mind started to think tat it was the two jokers who cause me to be like tat - sorry.
14) Life is super boring without Yvonne and Jiani.
15) Today went to crystal hse to see how a cheesecake is being make.
16) After tat took 31 home and started to hav a very bad headache.
17) I reach my stop and the moment i step out of bus, it started to rain. I feel like crying.
18) After so many negative comments, it is starting to affect mi. And i dun feel like going out anymore.
19) And i feel so stress up by projects cos i jus seems like i am always the one doing all the things.
20) And everyone, when u wan to do something to someone, pls think of tat someone as yourself FIRST and how will u feel if pple treat u like tat BEFORE doing the same thing to tat someone.
21) 21st point. On 21st July i now dun feel like celebrating my birthday anymore.
today TGIF .