{Monday, April 23, 2012} 10:31 PM
Bored.
Disappointed.

{Monday, September 19, 2011} 10:51 PM
Speechless and tired.

Made the wrong move. I don't know if I can last till Jan 2012.

I want to leave!!!!

{Saturday, September 10, 2011} 8:28 AM
I'm at the downside right now and I hope it will go up again. Tired;(

{Monday, August 8, 2011} 10:15 PM
I respect you as a manager, a boss, a mentor, a great women and a good friend and listening ear.

But stop plummeting me anymore.
You got your stress, I've my stress.

You don't like me now or you like me 2 days later and dislike me again 4 days later, it doesn't matter.
Stop venting your frustrations on me.

Don't act as if you know me so well.
Don't make me regret for treating you as a good friend and for trusting you and telling you everything about me.

Lastly, no matter how much you despise my work now, don't talk behind my back.
You think I am lacking, say it in front of me.
No matter how much I work my butt out, you don't like it I'hv got nothing to say.

I am not in a good mental and physical state for you to do such things to me currently.


{Wednesday, August 3, 2011} 10:44 PM
I am so stressed up for my exams, quizzes.
Even though i acted as if i am okay but in actual fact i'm really not.

I'm just disappointed with myself that i can't buck up and follow through my study plan. I will always get influence by other things and poof, there goes another day wasted for other things.

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It is the thought that counts and the heart that matters.

I don't want to complain anymore, the same old thing, the same old people who are not there when i needed them.

But still...

I am tooo fortunate to be in this world with a good family, in a safe country, a few good friends, and a church and cell group that in the future i can start to devote and rely on.

move on, yes move on.

{Tuesday, July 19, 2011} 11:45 PM
New blogskin! The previous one become photobucket logo already.
I love it alot, clean and simple=)

I feel happier, contented nowadays. Learned lots of values in life and feel that i should realy cherish these moments as well as grab hold of the time now to do the things i want.

Of course time is not enough to do everything.

Scubu diving trip plans in september is called off and postponed to next year because it is monsoon season now.
Need to look for some other things to indulge in.

I also signed up for bible classes on saturdays. Going to church makes me feel that my life is meaningful and i really learn alot from church.

Encourage and be encouraged.

I need to learn to complain less and appreciate more.

In just one day and 15mins I will be 21 years old.

I am happy with the direction / way on how my life is going towards. I will also continue to try my best to filled it with more colours and make it as vibrant, enjoyable and meaningful as possible.

Thank you for all those friends who have been around when i need you and make a difference in my life and appreciate for who i am.

You know who you are, i dun need to say any names=)

omg, i got so many things in my mind now.
I will leave it for next time.
Yawns...tired.